Old demons
Earlier in the school, there were groups of people that are well understood. When I think back on it, I can just see how I was never a part of these groups. It may have been so or not, but if I wanted to or tried it already went wrong quickly. Something did not work there. I had Fear. Especially about not to belong. And the fear is probably true every time I behaved well, totally stupid. I can not say.
a long time about the things and standing up, I do not expect me catch up the past. But then suddenly everything as before. Sovereignty and forget the fear is there. As then. And it dominates everything.
This past weekend gave me back the old demons. I realized that I only had contact with someone so because they constituted part of the groups to which I could never belong. I wanted to prove to me that I had passed everything. The fact that I was worth it. Do not make me shit was, as I had previously always felt. We had a friendship, but I did not really comfortable in it. That's why I wanted to put off, but knew not how.
A bitter email fluttered in my mailbox. The sender sent an apology about relatively quickly. Sorry, too late, because I had already responded. And suddenly everything was as before. Fear. Anger. Misconceptions. Excluded. This actually not that comfortable anyway and uncanny friendship, a symbolic ring battle for old conflicts.
I tried all the pain had to repay the old days. I wanted to be the stronger. be the one that stands above it all. Show I was not hurt before, yet now been violated, nor am ever going to be hurt by "the others". We symbolic of my ex-girlfriend M.
The only reasonable that I could do would be to take the phone and resolve the matter as two adult men. Damn. Let the demons rest.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
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After the icy Paris Spain is fortunately a little warmer but: Still too cold ... So wait, it means ;-)
After the icy Paris Spain is fortunately a little warmer but: Still too cold ... So wait, it means ;-)
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Guadeloupe, outlook
Gwada arrived back at my time I have spent the first gather up important documents for Erasmus, is always connected to Guadeloupe with a little time next to it because it is the best and complete when watching, otherwise there are things in the few months in Germany are not the way ;-) I still enjoyed the course last week with my friends.
We have again in Petit Havre grilled, we were surfing again (before I will sell, unfortunately my board had), we went one last time to the disco, have made on Sunday a picnic on the beach and then we went to a carnival parade, one could I can see it still.
are directly before the flight, we still have time for one last swim in the sea, that was less than 12 hours. Now I'm sitting
in Paris at the airport, looking out freezing in the gray-to-gray and snowy, by the way I look at my screen, I see the pictures of my tour ... I was under a minute in the open air because it is too cold and it is aware that one of the best times of my life is over.
I look forward to the next plane that brings me to hopefully warm Spain and I'm sure I'll go back again to the Caribbean! Sint Maarten / St Martin share the 88qkm large island between the Dutch Antilles and France;
Gwada arrived back at my time I have spent the first gather up important documents for Erasmus, is always connected to Guadeloupe with a little time next to it because it is the best and complete when watching, otherwise there are things in the few months in Germany are not the way ;-) I still enjoyed the course last week with my friends.
We have again in Petit Havre grilled, we were surfing again (before I will sell, unfortunately my board had), we went one last time to the disco, have made on Sunday a picnic on the beach and then we went to a carnival parade, one could I can see it still.
are directly before the flight, we still have time for one last swim in the sea, that was less than 12 hours. Now I'm sitting
in Paris at the airport, looking out freezing in the gray-to-gray and snowy, by the way I look at my screen, I see the pictures of my tour ... I was under a minute in the open air because it is too cold and it is aware that one of the best times of my life is over.
I look forward to the next plane that brings me to hopefully warm Spain and I'm sure I'll go back again to the Caribbean! Sint Maarten / St Martin share the 88qkm large island between the Dutch Antilles and France;
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The flight to Barbados, the trip was worth it. Since the small inter-island aircraft can not fly really high you see all the islands and as we flew over the Grenadines, I enjoyed a wonderful view. Barbados itself was originally a small culture shock, very European, organized, and the houses and all the Caribbean not really. Add to that the people the good after the experience in Grenada were not soo friendly easy. But the beaches are Barbados' the most beautiful I have ever seen and for a pure beach holiday, I can suggest the island only ... I then also learned reltiv quickly a few people, as almost always in the Caribbean, most tourists either retired or honeymooners and I still love hanging around with the old people. Very interesting and funny people and a few beers in a bar, I only had good conversations.
The second day I once again made a dive; 7Wracks of which we are immersed in pure three. On the way back, I then found out why the diving school Scotch'n'Soda means, and there was cold beer and Scotch in flow and the dive instructor has the first part of the name proved credit. On arrival was still a large turtle which we have fed on fish. In the evening I then went to Oistins where the next four nights I was couch surfing.
On the third day I first care of a kitesurfing course of the next two days was and then I went to Bridgetown for me to look at the city. In the evening we explored a bit then the bar scene, not really hard at such a tourist island. The next morning, I went to my first two hours of kite surfing and have learned the dragon fly and leave me a little drag on the beach. Then my host invited me to an island tour and showed me some very nice places.
The last day was occupied mainly with kite surfing. In the afternoon I'm with the other couch surfers has been hosted with me drove to the Crane Beach. This beach is definitely one of the most beautiful in the world. The sand is purple and fine as dust and the water is green. A comparable beach I've ever seen!
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next stop of my tour was St Kitts and Nevis, and we unfortunately we did not have the time to look at Nevis. Here I could not sleep the whole time with couch surfers. Also here is an amino-Uni, this time for Veterinät medicine and I was with some of the students. That means a lot to hang out in bars and beach pass by the day comfortably ;-) Let
I was at the airport picked up with a cold open beer and something like we went on ... On the way to the Peninsula in the south we have always stopped at several places and enjoyed the view, St Kitts is a super nice little island of the form a bit reminiscent of the Saintes. ,
The next day we first made the morning a-Beach Clean-Up; is unbelievable what all washed up, we spent the afternoon at the only beach area in the Caribbean. St Kitts also has beautiful beaches and is primarily a destination for relaxation.
has the third day it rained all day and unfortunately tapp so we spent the day in the house, it would not have given so much to do out there on the day the elections were alcoholic drinks were banned, anyway, most things were closed.
This unity has been expanded to the next day, presumably because the opposition was not satisfied and wanted to extend the ruling party to test a little. Thus, we are strolling in our city to visit with no traffic, and could also, however, purely in any restaurant. All residents were gathered at a rally in which we have only kept short.
On the last day we went for a ride through the north of the island, and there again seen some beautiful places.
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Sint Maarten / St Martin / St Kitts and Nevis Anguilla
The last island I was a European Tour again. Gelandent am I on the berühmenten Princess Juliana Airport and from there I went directly to Philippsburg to me to find a Guest House. The tourism are the main focus is clearly on Cruiseshippern the tax free zone in the few dollars for clothes and various electrical devices can be. I've bought two Levis pants for 50 $ and I really wanted an external drive Now what I remembered but then again only in Gwada ;-) Phillipsburg is a nice city and could be anywhere, the beach is very nice, the whole beach mile is full of bars but even at night Weekends from 9 am to make ...
Next day, I am then to Marigot, the French capital went around me to meet with a couch surfer and do a little tour around the island and look at various beaches. A beach has to be looked at in any case, the Maho Beach is situated directly on said Airport and you can make great pictures of the flying directly over an aircraft. If you stand directly behind departing planes can be umblasen from the turbines . Let
The next day, I then moved because of rain on the terrace of my hotel and read, only the evening it has opened a little and I did a little tour to the edge of the Great Bay.
am On Sunday, I then set off for a day trip to Anguilla. A quasi beach island with amazing beaches. Again, I was able to at one of the most beautiful beaches in the world sun, white sand is still white and the water is clearer than clear and turquoise.
have for the last night on St Martin I searched a Guest House in Grand Case on the French side as I flew over there the next morning. This page is clearly the more beautiful and less touristy. Here I I have made two dives. The first time we have surrounded a large rock, performing two Leopard-rays observed in the swim and saw a hole 21Langusten. The second went to Turtle Reef and program name was again ;-)
evening I sat on the beach and enjoyed the last evening of my trip before the last lot on short week to Guadeloupe.
The last island I was a European Tour again. Gelandent am I on the berühmenten Princess Juliana Airport and from there I went directly to Philippsburg to me to find a Guest House. The tourism are the main focus is clearly on Cruiseshippern the tax free zone in the few dollars for clothes and various electrical devices can be. I've bought two Levis pants for 50 $ and I really wanted an external drive Now what I remembered but then again only in Gwada ;-) Phillipsburg is a nice city and could be anywhere, the beach is very nice, the whole beach mile is full of bars but even at night Weekends from 9 am to make ...
Next day, I am then to Marigot, the French capital went around me to meet with a couch surfer and do a little tour around the island and look at various beaches. A beach has to be looked at in any case, the Maho Beach is situated directly on said Airport and you can make great pictures of the flying directly over an aircraft. If you stand directly behind departing planes can be umblasen from the turbines . Let
The next day, I then moved because of rain on the terrace of my hotel and read, only the evening it has opened a little and I did a little tour to the edge of the Great Bay.
am On Sunday, I then set off for a day trip to Anguilla. A quasi beach island with amazing beaches. Again, I was able to at one of the most beautiful beaches in the world sun, white sand is still white and the water is clearer than clear and turquoise.
have for the last night on St Martin I searched a Guest House in Grand Case on the French side as I flew over there the next morning. This page is clearly the more beautiful and less touristy. Here I I have made two dives. The first time we have surrounded a large rock, performing two Leopard-rays observed in the swim and saw a hole 21Langusten. The second went to Turtle Reef and program name was again ;-)
evening I sat on the beach and enjoyed the last evening of my trip before the last lot on short week to Guadeloupe.
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After arrival I first searched for a cheap guest house for the night and then made me take the bus on the way to Wallilabou-Bay. The place in "Pirates of the Caribbean" where you can still walk through the scenes. Unfortunately I'm not as familiar with the films I'm going to change soon but still. After that, I still a short trip to the Falls Wallilabou made and then drive back to Kingstown. Bus in St Vincent is a separate chapter. While in St Lucia in the minivan 16Leuten is full and a tolerable rate is down (at least in most cases) is in St Vincent stuffed until no longer fits. I once counted 22Leute! This is the music that is generally in the Caribbean is mainly reggae and dancehall, which I always prepare a good time to turn up at club volume and the driver drives like a bekloppter. But do not worry, large signs proclaim "Jah is my co-pilot" ... Also, the capital of Kingstown has its own vibe. While Remember the Brick Stone buildings in Europe and the colonial period are found at every free corner hawkers selling everything, snacks and cold drinks, fruits and vegetables, clothes, hygiene items, CD's and DVD's, and usually you get the run past also offered Mariuhana. It is generally more lively, dirty and loud music all over the road. In addition many people on drink and dance! The next day I left St Vincent in the direction of the paradisiacal Grenadines and covered my bed on Bequia. I was extremely clear turquoise water and white with palm trees receive limited beaches. When exploring the capital, a quiet little fishing village, I met a Canadian with which I looked at a few bars and I've yet to meet later in her apartment for a drink. They then invited me the next night in her living room to my place mat, the first night I had a Guest House. In the evening I met with a couch surfer I unfortunately could not host, but time had the evening to run through a few bars.
The next morning we went to the sailing trip to the Tobago Cays,, another set of the "Pirates of the Caribbean". Here the word got paradise for me a whole new meaning, and the water was clear, turquoise and substantially the entire bay is simply perfect. We have a short time at the beach one of the islands spent and I explored a little island. Snorkeling on the beach I've also swum right the first time with a turtle. Then we went snorkeling or to a small reef to. I felt like in an aquarium. Unfortunately the reef through the large number of tourists has become not just healthier and the importance of a Marine Reserve in the Caribbean a little different, is it only on the amount of ... In the evening I again met with the Canadian, with her camped and we went to a bar. There I met some German immigrants, of which one pair has invited me to spend the next night with them, the Canadian is one week Went sailing as a crew member.
The next day I'm off again went on two dives. First, we have dipped a reef along and enjoyed the colorful underwater world, which acts in the clear water even better. In the second we went first to a wreck we have gone umtaucht, where I saw my first shark, and then dipped again to the other side of the reef from tomorrow. On the way we have found a seven-foot long moray impressive. I then spent the evening at the Expads with a good conversation about Germany then and now. Everyone did not know the other part so well and so it was very interesting.
did on the last day of Bequia I then another small island tour of Bequia made with the woman and then we went back to St Vincent around for too short a night (to sleep my plan at the airport failed on its size and I had to leave in the morning by 3 clock the Guest House) to continue my trip to Grenada.
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Barbados Grenada St Vincent and the Grenadines
Grenada is my favorite for quite clear in my tour. Besides Grenada Guadeloupe is the only island that really all it has to offer the Caribbean has. In addition, the capital St George's the best I've seen on all islands and the people are extremely friendly island wide, helpful and speak one not only because they want to sell you something. Upon arrival I first went to St George's to look for a Guest House and then I just wandered through the town. I have looked at the fort and enjoyed the view over the city and the bay.
The next morning, I first changed the Guest House to an apartment located very close to a tourist-frequented bar. Backpacking the only real place I've found on my tour. Then I went to the Seven Sister Falls. A flow of water over 6 cases falls. And you can start up and jump through all in succession. Because I would have liked to have again a waterproof cam. There I met a German couple with whom I will have Friday evening agreed to the fish market. I then spent the afternoon m Grand Anse, a super nice long beach. After that, I'm still strolled through the Marina and I watched the sunset. In the evening I met with a Couch surfer to salsa dancing made in said bar. Very nice!
am The next day I the Leeward side of the island raised and had a look at some small villages until I was at the northern tip of the point at which time the Caribs along with family from the rocks jumped into the waters are so not the colonists to result. On the way back I went on in Gouyave for the famous fish market support. Much cheaper fish from the grill, loud music and a great atmosphere. Unfortunately we had to go because the bus times relatively early. At night I went to two clubs, where I met some Americans. Grenier is one of many islands with a U.S. Universty of Medicine.
On Saturday I was with the couch surfer in a hash. This is almost a type of orienteering through the wilderness. This gave me the chance in the truest sense of the word "off the beaten track" to be. Then there's beer and local-food.
the last day we spent at Morne Rouge Bay, Grenada's best beach.
Grenada is my favorite for quite clear in my tour. Besides Grenada Guadeloupe is the only island that really all it has to offer the Caribbean has. In addition, the capital St George's the best I've seen on all islands and the people are extremely friendly island wide, helpful and speak one not only because they want to sell you something. Upon arrival I first went to St George's to look for a Guest House and then I just wandered through the town. I have looked at the fort and enjoyed the view over the city and the bay.
The next morning, I first changed the Guest House to an apartment located very close to a tourist-frequented bar. Backpacking the only real place I've found on my tour. Then I went to the Seven Sister Falls. A flow of water over 6 cases falls. And you can start up and jump through all in succession. Because I would have liked to have again a waterproof cam. There I met a German couple with whom I will have Friday evening agreed to the fish market. I then spent the afternoon m Grand Anse, a super nice long beach. After that, I'm still strolled through the Marina and I watched the sunset. In the evening I met with a Couch surfer to salsa dancing made in said bar. Very nice!
am The next day I the Leeward side of the island raised and had a look at some small villages until I was at the northern tip of the point at which time the Caribs along with family from the rocks jumped into the waters are so not the colonists to result. On the way back I went on in Gouyave for the famous fish market support. Much cheaper fish from the grill, loud music and a great atmosphere. Unfortunately we had to go because the bus times relatively early. At night I went to two clubs, where I met some Americans. Grenier is one of many islands with a U.S. Universty of Medicine.
On Saturday I was with the couch surfer in a hash. This is almost a type of orienteering through the wilderness. This gave me the chance in the truest sense of the word "off the beaten track" to be. Then there's beer and local-food.
the last day we spent at Morne Rouge Bay, Grenada's best beach.
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St Lucia
morning after I was brought to the port by Flo begin my island tour with St Lucia. In the nearly 8-hour boat ride, we pass only Dominica, where a couple of dolphins swam alongside the boat and then Martinique. Still
au f the boat I met two Swedes with whom I then went in the north to Gros-Islet for the first night. There we have looked at the sunset and found the country music in the Caribbean is very common. On another day I then set out for breakfast at the Marina towards Sufrière since there near the Tourist Activities, if you're not just looking for mass-tourism hotel. I found a guest house with great view of the Piton and small across the bay and the town. The rest of the day I spent with a tour of the place and planned my dives for the next day. I made two in the morning we arrive at the "Superman's Flight" have been a dive in which the flow around drives a round the base of the Pitons small and thus easy to dive to 20m and the reef "Pass" sees. The second went to the "Keyhole Pinnacles', a unique dive site in the 4 underwater mountains side by side and one at the" summit "herumkurvt. We saw many fish and colorful reefs. After the dives I'm still running to Anse Chastanet, a once beautiful and secluded bay, the rest is, however, clouded by the presence of a large hotel complex. There I met the Swedes and we have an appointment for the evening meal. During the day I was rather alone on the road, otherwise we can because of the child and the pregnancy of one of the other side really could have done what I had in mind. The next day I hiked to the world's only "drive-in volcano", even if, as the name can lead, the only way down the road. Then I had a look at the botanical garden so the Diamond case. Unfortunately Cruiseship-Day was ....
evening I met up with three Americans I had met the day before. One of the three has accompanied me on my night dive. It was wonderful, we have seen a lot of lobsters, fish and can be inflated ball orange and if you switch off the lights twinkling throughout Surroundings in motion because of the plankton. Then we have a bit of the nightlife of the place looked.
The next and last day I was in the Marigot Bay out the location of the film Dr. Doolittle. Here, too, could feel the St Lucia's tourist development significantly. Like everywhere you can, but always a bit put off and look the other way and enjoy the paradise ;-)
The next morning I then went to the lighthouse Castries one last time to enjoy the view and then in the plane to get to St Vincent.
morning after I was brought to the port by Flo begin my island tour with St Lucia. In the nearly 8-hour boat ride, we pass only Dominica, where a couple of dolphins swam alongside the boat and then Martinique. Still
au f the boat I met two Swedes with whom I then went in the north to Gros-Islet for the first night. There we have looked at the sunset and found the country music in the Caribbean is very common. On another day I then set out for breakfast at the Marina towards Sufrière since there near the Tourist Activities, if you're not just looking for mass-tourism hotel. I found a guest house with great view of the Piton and small across the bay and the town. The rest of the day I spent with a tour of the place and planned my dives for the next day. I made two in the morning we arrive at the "Superman's Flight" have been a dive in which the flow around drives a round the base of the Pitons small and thus easy to dive to 20m and the reef "Pass" sees. The second went to the "Keyhole Pinnacles', a unique dive site in the 4 underwater mountains side by side and one at the" summit "herumkurvt. We saw many fish and colorful reefs. After the dives I'm still running to Anse Chastanet, a once beautiful and secluded bay, the rest is, however, clouded by the presence of a large hotel complex. There I met the Swedes and we have an appointment for the evening meal. During the day I was rather alone on the road, otherwise we can because of the child and the pregnancy of one of the other side really could have done what I had in mind. The next day I hiked to the world's only "drive-in volcano", even if, as the name can lead, the only way down the road. Then I had a look at the botanical garden so the Diamond case. Unfortunately Cruiseship-Day was ....
evening I met up with three Americans I had met the day before. One of the three has accompanied me on my night dive. It was wonderful, we have seen a lot of lobsters, fish and can be inflated ball orange and if you switch off the lights twinkling throughout Surroundings in motion because of the plankton. Then we have a bit of the nightlife of the place looked.
The next and last day I was in the Marigot Bay out the location of the film Dr. Doolittle. Here, too, could feel the St Lucia's tourist development significantly. Like everywhere you can, but always a bit put off and look the other way and enjoy the paradise ;-)
The next morning I then went to the lighthouse Castries one last time to enjoy the view and then in the plane to get to St Vincent.
Monday, February 1, 2010
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Neighbours ... all you need is good neighbors ...
Unbelievable. We have all be excluded. And everyone also knows that there is often a itself lies. But what's wrong with me and my neighbors? No idea.
Is it our uncombed lawn? Unwashed or our patio. Or is it my grubby involuntarily creative enthusiasm? Or the fact that I wants to force can not in statutes and Zugwang. Or that I can not laugh at the jokes of the alpha female?
Oh it's so absurd.
Unbelievable. We have all be excluded. And everyone also knows that there is often a itself lies. But what's wrong with me and my neighbors? No idea.
Is it our uncombed lawn? Unwashed or our patio. Or is it my grubby involuntarily creative enthusiasm? Or the fact that I wants to force can not in statutes and Zugwang. Or that I can not laugh at the jokes of the alpha female?
Oh it's so absurd.
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125 gr margarine or butter, melted, liquid, not too warm
250 gr polynuclear oatmeal (no melting flakes, otherwise things will crumbly)
125 gr raw cane sugar
2 eggs
3 tablespoons whole wheat flour
1 teaspoon baking powder
cinnamon sugar
The oatmeal in the liquid fat stir and set aside.
the eggs with the sugar until pale yellow and fluffy.
the flour and baking powder into the egg mass. The oatmeal
incorporated.
The Black plate with paper . Line
The macaroons with two tablespoons (half full) and form bare metal contact.
the cinnamon sugar sprinkled over the macaroons.
the oven to 190 degrees heat. Insert
The sheet with the macaroons.
reduce the temperature to 170 degrees.
The poem made from grain or bake for 15 minutes, biting everything is golden.
then taste the yummy too!
125 gr margarine or butter, melted, liquid, not too warm
250 gr polynuclear oatmeal (no melting flakes, otherwise things will crumbly)
125 gr raw cane sugar
2 eggs
3 tablespoons whole wheat flour
1 teaspoon baking powder
cinnamon sugar
The oatmeal in the liquid fat stir and set aside.
the eggs with the sugar until pale yellow and fluffy.
the flour and baking powder into the egg mass. The oatmeal
incorporated.
The Black plate with paper . Line
The macaroons with two tablespoons (half full) and form bare metal contact.
the cinnamon sugar sprinkled over the macaroons.
the oven to 190 degrees heat. Insert
The sheet with the macaroons.
reduce the temperature to 170 degrees.
The poem made from grain or bake for 15 minutes, biting everything is golden.
then taste the yummy too!
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